attracation ................. blinds faith...........

I was get attracted to the frequence which always delighted me whenever i get depressed ...so as to cum out of it i always enjoyed working with the people who works for the goodwill of the others .

fine to say that i was not holly wannted to deepen into that, but still i am human being i had also some emotional n sentimental factors inside me . which for sometime cums in my life n distroyed my inner values. one thing i assume in my life is that one should not get so close to anyone in your whole life span , but i use to it and getting close to all whom i started to think about their happiness.
what to do again emotion rises up n i was again kicked by the people around me , that's not my fault ..... relax..... not think too much as it arose for purpose. it relate to person to person ? where i m wrong? my emotion not rised up for everyone .....that's for one n that's for whom i love her above all humanity....... so to get all those thing atrandem its not possible for us to get everything at once.........