attracation ................. blinds faith...........

I was get attracted to the frequence which always delighted me whenever i get depressed ...so as to cum out of it i always enjoyed working with the people who works for the goodwill of the others .

fine to say that i was not holly wannted to deepen into that, but still i am human being i had also some emotional n sentimental factors inside me . which for sometime cums in my life n distroyed my inner values. one thing i assume in my life is that one should not get so close to anyone in your whole life span , but i use to it and getting close to all whom i started to think about their happiness.
what to do again emotion rises up n i was again kicked by the people around me , that's not my fault ..... relax..... not think too much as it arose for purpose. it relate to person to person ? where i m wrong? my emotion not rised up for everyone .....that's for one n that's for whom i love her above all humanity....... so to get all those thing atrandem its not possible for us to get everything at once.........

broken dream....

I was sitting ideal in my room n suddenly i show a beautiful girl wondering outside her blconey......is she thinking of somthing - my mind crushed by getting the fact , that what they wann to do ? but after than i show that she's very depressed n walking faster n faster .suspence arosses within me n i start to get my hande cam with gooming it as to see her facial expression. i gone mad when my cam focused to her eyes ,,, it was oowwww...her nose n lip ...stuch me for a while . long black hair with angeryness in her face seems that he will kill anyone in this world .. GOOM WAS TOO MUCH THAT IT SEEMS THAT SHE STANDS INFRONT OF ME ... I M LOVING IT ... MY HEART STARTED TO BEAT FASTER N FASTER ,what should i do . my bind stoped sending me the answer...............................................................................................................................oops than i think of some imagenary thing to do so i dreaming of her n started to resume that she is one who is made for me only......u know na made for each other ... after half an hour her face changed suddenly n preety smile come to her face .i thought she have seen me n giving me hints of being in me?? i was happiest person at that moment when such incidence happened with me ............glass BROKEN INTO SEVERAL PICESS N I FALL FROM THE HEIGHT OF 19900FEET.................... next of her door a man cums to her n first hug n kissssssssssss her .

dream broken ....
so thought of the saying .......never draw imaginary line in ur mind........

sushant singh
lovin it .....